The Future Abyss

Today for the first time I actually used my brain and realized something...

as much as people might want things to last forever..everthing has an ending..and with that comes a new beginning

a fresh start to something new

sometimes good sometimes bad.

Some people might make alot of good descisions that lead them to good places and some, the opposite. But everything happens for a reason.

High School is almost over and Ive begun to think about the future and what will come of it. Ive realized that the things I no now will most likely start to fade. Im not always gonna be that goody strong girl. Im gonna have to grow up sometime. When does that line come. Many things will change in my life when I leave this place as they have already started to change in some ways which I am not prepared for. Ive been caught off guard and dont know were to run.

Through my life I have tried many times to keep things together that sometimes are just ment to break. It wasnt my choice to choose the fate of these events although Ive tried.

Now Ive realised that I just need to let things fall into place were they belong and not try to change them for my own good. The past cannot be changed and the future is always changing.

DailY Life Of Priscquachyy=D

Well..what can I say bout my day boring and...BORING

Morning

What dow I have first ENGLISH=o Sat in the lab listening to some lady talk to us bout citation..(well i wasnt really listening, the ocean nerd that i am, I was on the Sharkwater website)

Whats next HOSPITALITY ...made some yummy soup and stole the teachers biscuits...=D and then cut up some yummy YAMS(which are really good for those who are mean to me about my yam fetush)

Oh man next we got Landscaping..the most chill class everr. What do i do in that class..I water plants listen to my ipod and roam for long periods of time. That reminds me today when i got in class Mr.Gucci(thats what we call the teacher) comes up to me puts his arm round me(alittle awkward and unecesary=0) and brought me into the greenhouse. He was like I got a job for you..gave me a spray bottle of fertilizer and was like "SPRAY THE SHIT OUT OF THESE PLANTS" lmao hes so jokes. and thats what i did for 1 hour

Lunch

Well nutin special went on there. CheyyChey left me to go see her lovely mommmy. Jestine doin some hmwk watched her for like 20 minutes.ate some cookies.Then tried to go take some more soup from my hos. teacher but i failed.Then we had a long and jksjks debate in the halls which never got resolved=D

Last

Well last period was crusty as usual. Had to do a test which i got 1 extra week to study cause of my sus. but i didnt study at all. I actually did good. Then we had a debate about something bout media still puzzeled bout that. it was a total fail

and thats my day.lovely

well gotta go drvin round town with mommy

peace=D

What Happens Next

well dont know where this is going..
falling, rising, or just in stand by.
seems like all the time that has been put into it doesnt seem to matter.
some things happen in life, cant resolve them by whispering
need to speak up and then your thoughts and feelings will be heard.
dont sit back and watch it crumble.
The past is the past and should sometimes be put behind us. the present is key.
not erased but kept in memories. good or bad. learn from them.reflect on mistakes.
never keep emotions hidden. show them to the world.show your true colors. life is a rollercoaster, just take it one drop at a time and you'll make it.

First

Heyhey ...
Finally found this dawm site..
weeee i like blogs there cool. I shall come talk later for now i must do homeowork or else my teacher will kick my ass
Goodbye people